It was intentional that we would begin the episode with the loss of one Stark sword and what Tywin thinks is the death of the Stark line and legacy and end it with finding another Stark sword and kind of implied rebirth of that Stark ability to act in the world through Arya. - D.B. Weiss [x]
So this little cigarette right here has sparked a whole new brand of TFiOS hate, much of which is coming from people who claimed to love the book.
Many people are now pointing out how “pretentious” Augustus is, and I can’t help but think, You’re only just now realizing this. He was written to be a seemingly pretentious and arrogant person. The acknowledgement of this is actually highly important because, without it, the book loses the message that a hero’s journey is that of strength to weakness.
Augustus Waters has big dreams for himself. He wants to be known and remembered; he wants to be a hero; he wants to be seen as perfect. But there’s already something standing in his way… He has a disability, and society tells him that a person cannot be both perfect and disabled. So what does he do? He creates a persona for himself. He tries to appear older and wiser than he is. But the pretentious side of him is NOT who he truly is. It’s all an act. (This is evident in the fact that he often uses words in the wrong context.)
And when his cancer returns, we begin to see his mask cracking. The true Augustus begins to bleed through… Hazel even takes notice of this from time to time. And by the time we get to the gas station scene, Augustus is no longer the picture of perfection he was when we met him. The play has been canceled. The actor must reveal himself. And he’s revealed to be a weak, defenseless boy, succumbing to the cancer that is made of him.
THE PRETENTIOUSNESS IS INTENTIONAL. It stands to show Augustus’s journey from flawless to flawed, from strong to weak. It’s the key to understanding that Augustus was the hero he always wanted to be, even if he didn’t realize it.
I commissioned the wonderful (brilliant amazing) Kami for a Victorian Johnlock watercolor painting and IT TURNED OUT SO PERFECTLY <333 Thank you for this amazing thing Kami darling, I can’t wait for the hard copy to arrive!!
The quote I asked her to base it on is one of my favorite Holmes quotes ever, from The Adventure of the Devil’s Foot (which is also one of my favorite stories, and if you haven’t read it you really really need to). Holmes finds some suspicious ash at the crime scene, and decides that the best way to test whether or not it’s dangerous is by locking himself and Watson in a room with it burning. It goes about as well as you’d imagine, but luckily Watson saves the day. This happens after Watson gallantly pulls himself and Holmes from the room:
"Upon my word, Watson!" said Holmes at last with an unsteady voice, "I owe you both my thanks and an apology. It was an unjustifiable experiment for one’s self, and doubly so for a friend. I am really very sorry."
“You know,” I answered with some emotion, for I had never seen so much of Holmes’s heart before, “That it is my greatest joy and privilege to help you.